Should I Tell

Lately, I'd been more emotional and sensitive. Since I'm a couch potato and really love to watch romantic movies and shows I always cried and really kind of hurt. Maybe because until now I'm still single and no boyfriend since birth? But I think that was not more of the reason probably just want to receive love from other people, someone who's caring and always text you on what you are up to, asking what are you doing and how are you today. Really I feel lonely :( and sometimes I find myself similar to the girl Go Dok Mi of the Korean drama series Flower Boy Next Door. Living alone, independently, quite and really not sociable. And YES I would like to be that kind of girl, a loner and mysterious.

Go Dok Mi of Flower Boy Next Door

Yesterday, while checking on the MTVAsia site, I have found out this show called "Friendzone". While watching that show I find it interesting and hoping that I have a guy bestfriend and then confess my feelings towards him. Maybe it's great to have a guy bestfriend? Will try to read on what are the advantages and disadvantages of having it. LOL :D   

But my main topic here is "Should I Tell". Are you curious on what is it? Okay, this is the story. There's a guy from my place whom I had crush on him secretly. I'm always stalking him on facebook, visiting his profile page always. He's from a rich family living with a big house. I rarely see him in our neighborhood riding his bike. I like him since he's quite, good person, family-oriented and really love business. I think it's almost a year that I had crush on him. I really know that he knows me because sometimes we attended the same seminars and events but will not greet each other. I also pretended not to know him because I'm very shy and I'm quite too. So whenever I met him he always give me a butterfly in my stomach. Nervous, that I'm thinking if should I greet him or not and should I smile on him. I really don't know what I should do. The question is that should I tell him my feelings that I fall for him, that I like him? I'm a scaredy-cat, a coward, lack of assertiveness and very aloof when it comes to that LOVE. Really it's my greatest weakness to show my feelings and express what I felt.

Sigh! Maybe I should not tell him because I think he don't feel the same way too. If he likes me then he should say it, have a conversation with me on facebook since we are friends and trying to show effort on approaching me... LOL sorry sort of I'm just dreaming with the false hope..

Anyway, thanks for dropping by here in my blog.. Just comment if you have suggestions and tips for me when it comes to love and relationship. Thanks!